If I Write

If I write, may I write of my current state
May I write of my love who has created this wonderful garden of vibrant colors for me to play in
May I write of those walls of fear I’ve created that keep me away from that very reality
May I write of my love calling out to me at each and every moment

If I write, may I write of my provider
May I write of the gifts I received without asking or expecting
May I write of the strength you infused within me when I desprately needed it
May I write of how the value of your blessings cannot be comprehended

If I write, may I write of your embrace
May I write of how I ran out of tears from weeping when I could no longer feel your presence
May I write of the ultimate joy I felt when I could once again
May I write of being overwhelmed by your unconditional love

If I write, may I write of how you speak to me
May I write of how my stubborn ways and ungrateful attitude has taken your advice as insults
May I write of how you never lose yourself even though I have countless times
May I write of how you come closer to me in a time of despair and darkness while the world runs far far away

If I write, may I write of how there is no need to write
You hear me, you see me, you feel me, I hear you, I see you, I feel you…you are me, and I am you
But, if I may write, may I write of our current state…together.

-The Drenched Poet